Pearl MBTI -Persönlichkeitstyp
Persönlichkeit
"Welcher Persönlichkeitstyp ist {profilename}? {profilename} ist ein {MBTI} -Persönlichkeitstyp in MBTI, {enneagram} - {iv} - {tritype} in EnneArgram, {big5} in Big 5, {socionics} in Socionics."
her monologue is literally just an explanation of the enneagram 4. her envy and shame are both so clear. some parts that i think demonstrate this: • i'm worried there maybe something real wrong with me, seems like there's something missing in me that the rest of the world has. • i never wanted you to feel jealous. it's an awful feeling, like rot, the way it just twists and turns in your insides. i know that aching so well, i feel it whenever i see others whose lives come easy. • so i made sure to never let you see who i really was. i worked like a charm too. • i hate feeling like this. it's so pathetic. do people like you ever feel this way? i'd figure you don't. you seem so perfect all the time. • lord must have been generous to you. he never answers any of my prayers. i don't know why, what did i do? what is wrong with me? please just tell me so maybe i can get better. • i want what they have so badly, to be perfect, to be loved from as many people as possible to make up for all my time spent suffering. • i hate what it feels like to be me and not you. • i hurt them so they too might know what it feels like to suffer. • all i really wanted is to be loved. i'm having such a hard time without it lately.
