Struggle to Make Friends MBTI -Persönlichkeitstyp
Persönlichkeit
"Welcher Persönlichkeitstyp ist {profilename}? {profilename} ist ein {MBTI} -Persönlichkeitstyp in MBTI, {enneagram} - {iv} - {tritype} in EnneArgram, {big5} in Big 5, {socionics} in Socionics."
people say im a weird person so they exclude me everytime:(i was too alone and i was crying since my childhood. "why people dont accept me? why am i weird?..." i got bullied, my 'best friends' humilated me and tried to change myself. i hated myself and tried to change..but i didnt want to (actually i cant ) change my 'strange' behaviours (idk what are they so i cant if i try to) . loneliness was too hard on me and i hated myself for a long time. one day i fought with my bullies and my bffs defended me them🤧they said " this is because of you are weird, you are disgracing us everytime! you should be thankful us for accepting you! noone will love you otherways!" but i was done with that. i wanted a real friendship, not a compulsory one. i didnt want to make people accept me for not to be alone anymore. i quitted this friendship and i decided to be alone until the a friend who accepts me for the way i am. no make roles, no bearing, no fake smiles. im done with this. i was alone for a long time. i was really sad because i couldnt speak to anyone...these bad people who bullied me had lots of friends but i had none.. it was unfair bc they are really bad people and lots of people love them. but i treat them kind and i dont harm anyone despite them🤧..i still cant understand how the things work. i accepted the defeat and preferred to be alone."people always hate the different ones", anyway.
